Stream of thoughts at work: so close that like relatives.

Good day to everyone dear friends. A thought penetrated my mind tonight, because of which I could not fall asleep midnight.
Some of you have brothers or sisters, relatives, cousins ​​of cherry, it does not matter … It is important that they are. But do you have friends? Now think about which of these friends you can call friends? And the main question of which of these friends is close to you so much that you consider them more dear to brothers or sisters by blood? Difficult, isn’t it? Not difficult? Then don’t deceive yourself, and think again.
I have a brother, like a normal guy, but, figs! Communication with him does not bring him, the thought of him awakens only hatred, and the actions … I’ll keep silent better, because without a mat he can’t remember ..
I have four friends;Three friends, one friend. With three I am familiar with a decent time, the benefit of the sharaga brought us. But, friend … it’s just a gift of God!
I will not cunning, I will not get out, for doing this with those whom you respect, you cannot name them “brothers“.
I’ll start with the Trinity: I can believe each of them, pronounce, listen, consult, send and hug (without gayness). Our company complements each other: one smart, the other language (in a good way), the other is cunning, and the last psycho … who of them is who, I will not say.
Communicating with them, I get a huge buzz, but still there is a detail that bothers me, I become too relaxed. For some this is the norm, but seeing many acquaintances in such “state” I feel uneasy. I am such a person. Note, brothers I do not call them.
And now at the expense of a girlfriend. We met her in the most random way when I decided to return my childhood love for big robots. She was the admin of the group in which I decided to enter. Could not resist and supplemented the group with records. Seeing that I would fill the group with vidos, she offered me to become admin, I broke (5 minutes) and agreed. We began to communicate, I liked that she writes without curses and clearly about what she just wanted to say.
I was happy to read about the plot, about what she liked in the mults that we watched.
Communicating with her, I tried to keep myself in my hands, not to swear, not to seem like a fool, etc.D. Perhaps you say, “You liked her“, And I will answer” yes “and figs? But I liked to correspond with her. I had problems, she encouraged me;She became ill, I “fiddled” her brain for her to take sick leave at work. We had a lot of common, and there were simply no reasons for disputes. We corresponded for six months, and once I wrote “Yes, you and I have a directly brotherly session, I like it”, which she answered me, “I, too, brother” … At that moment I have lost the speechlessness … I just liked it that there is an adequate, calm, cultural, pleasant and cute = 3 and who considers me equal (in my opinion, I am not at all) at all).
We talked for a year, and once she came to Moscow. I will reduce the story, it was an amazing day. I heard her voice, I realized that she did not portray kindness on the Internet, and just a pleasant person, interesting in communication and very smart.
Talking about a person who awakened in me kindness, which I tried to strangle a pillow, but to avoid a huge wall of the text, I will slow down.
Whatever you say, I had enough friends, but at least of them I can remember and even fewer those I want to talk about, but be that as it may, thanks to each of them, I gained experience in communicating with different contingent of people. There were violent and inadequate, those who did not know how to restrain themselves, and very closed, but thanks to such people, our “I” develops. And a friend of O, whom I wrote above, “outweighed” all the people because of which I was ready to become a “vile” person. Before making any stupidity, I began to think “how my sister would react to this?”, But before I did not care how people treat me and what they would think of me, although now I do not care, but I am interested in what my sister will think of me.
Small retreat. I understand perfectly that we are all gamers, and are on the game site, but if you think about it, then how many friends you have whose attitude is dear to you and important?
If you do not have such people, then believe me, you are much deprived. Yes, to some extent you are not constrained by the “frames”, and communicate, since you want.
Home (for me personally!). Why did I decide to write this topic. In the end, I want to tell you all one important thing and so that you do not make a stupid mistake that I made. If you have such a person, do not laugh, in no case make a pause in communication, t.To. You can just lose this person. I am a round fool, t.To. For the three most banal reasons, contact with an dear person has been destroyed: with the advent of new duties, I delved into work;With the “expansion” of the hobby that you know about, I have ruined almost all my free time (I am even with the friends with whom I live in the same city, I can not meet). There is not a day that I do not think about this person, and I want to contact her, but I feel great shame from the fact that now I will begin to communicate with her again, and then again I will not be able to answer her simplest question.

I want to apologize to my dear and sweet https://sistersitescasino.co.uk/casinos/hopa-casino/ sister for the greater one for the fact that I am such an egoist, and I can’t even turn out a couple of simple phrases. You changed my life and the campaign forced my train to go not along the road of a fool, who is a fool-who is a fool. I am proud that I have a person like you, and I am ashamed that I was lost in time after your wedding.

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